Writing & transmissions

Ep #30. Pregnancy Alchemy with Pilar Lesko {Podcast}

This episode has been years in the making and is an honor to share with you. Pilar has been one of my mentors for the last 6 years, and soon after I found out that she is also pregnant, I knew we had to sit down together to explore:

• How the spirit of her baby waited for her to release the energy of working herself to death before dropping in
• The medicine of the bare minimum and how pregnancy has forced a complete reorganization of our lives
• How the physical limitations of early pregnancy revealed inauthentic doing energies that were ready to be transformed…

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Ep #28. Tea Ceremony, Slowing Down to Connect with Grief, and the Importance of Sacred and Ceremonial Spaces for Healing After Loss with Melina Charis {Podcast}

In this heartfelt episode, we invite you to explore the depth of your own grief journey, recognizing it as a sacred part of life. Through personal anecdotes and insightful discussions, we emphasize the transformative power of being truly present with your emotions. Whether through Sacred Ground or other supportive environments, we encourage you to find the courage to embrace the sacred space of grief, honoring its role in your life and allowing it to guide you toward healing and new beginnings.

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Ep #27. Understanding Needs and Finding Peace in Uncertainty {Podcast}

Grief is a powerful teacher, and understanding our deepest needs can transform this journey into one of personal growth and healing. This episode invites you to contemplate the profound connection between grief and your human needs, exploring how recognizing and voicing our needs can lead to living more authentically and embracing the unknown with courage.

I guide you through a reflective process, encouraging you to identify your needs and understand the physical and emotional expressions of unmet needs. 

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Ep #26. Embracing the Void: Healing, Rejuvenation, and New Beginnings {Podcast}

Unlock the transformative power of grief with me as we journey through the three major energies that shape our healing process after profound loss. This episode of Transformed by Grief guides you in rebuilding a vibrant and joyful life, even after being shattered by pain. You'll gain insights into embracing life's inevitable voids and transitions, fostering a loving relationship with yourself and your grief, and finding your footing amid uncertainty. Experience the shift from release to rejuvenation, and discover how to embrace new beginnings with consciousness and intention.

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Presence: An Exploration + Meditation to Drop into Your Body and Heart {Podcast}

This bonus episode shares the audio from a recent IG live I led on presence, how it is our gateway to life, its connection with the heart  and its role in moving through seasons filled with deep emotion, the reasons the mind/intellect can keep us distracted instead of present, and how to begin to work with yourself to invite presence in.

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Ep #23. Grief Reflections: The Atomic Bomb Analogy, Grieving in Summer, Finding Your Attuned Grief Pace, Accepting Where You Are in Your Process, Working with Discomfort + More {Podcast}

Lots of grief reflections pouring in this season. After a potent Grief Flow in The Sanctuary last week, so many important reflections have been pouring through around: Allowing yourself to meet your unique grief ripple, attuning to your body and emotions so you can release expectations and begin to show up as you are, working with discomfort, to tap into deeper emotions beyond it, Summertime grief and how strange it can feel, Ceasing your fight with where you are in your grief process…

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Ep #22. My Sister Interviews Me: My Journey into Coaching, Creating Energetic Shifts, The EllieFlow Process, and How Transformational Coaching Impacted Her {Podcast}

My sister, Sylvia, interviews me on so many great topics in this one! We explore everything from how and why I started coaching, to what makes this work different from "normal" coaching, to how transformational work liberates energy. She also shares about her experiences with this approach to healing and many great reflections!

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Ep #21. The 4 Arches of My Journey: My Relationship with My Mom and Cancer, Health and Food, Spirituality, and entrepreneurship {Podcast}

It's finally here! The long awaited and teased episode on my background. Plus, The Sanctuary membership is live too!

In this episode I go into depth on: my early years, my mom's early cancer diagnosis and how it impacted me, the many survival and fear energies I lived with for years, my relationship to my mom and the Cancer…

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Ep # 20. Engaging with Life as a Portal for Transformation {Podcast}

I've been reflecting on how everything EllieFlow, all of my work and offerings, is born from the viewpoint that simply by engaging with life, and with all that it is bringing to the surface for us (emotions, thoughts, resistance, energies of fear, scarcity, grief, joy, gratitude, and more...), we engage in the process of organic transformation.

What I teach and guide here, in client sessions, and my programs, and in the upcoming membership is all about connecting with what is here right now, in trust that it will open the next door on your path as you deepen into presence with it.

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EP #19. Honoring the Grief in the Grey: Mother's Day Grief & How Grief Flows Were Born {Podcast}

Join me this Sunday for a special Mother's Day Grief Flow Ceremony. I created Grief Flows to be an intimate and sacred personal and community space to turn toward your grief with spaciousness and multi-dimensional support as you process and connect to the vibrancy of life, within and without.

This {Virtual} Grief Flow is for anyone experiencing grief or pain around their relationship to their mother or child, mother loss, being or becoming a mother, motherhood in general, or for anyone simply desiring a space to move with grief right now!

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Ep #18. Release Resistance to Embrace Embodied Acceptance {Podcast}

This episode is POWERFUL! Consider it your masterclass on resistance, and how to shift into current, present energy so you can engage with your life and flow. I discuss what resistance is, where it comes from and what the energy of it is. I also discusses the importance of acknowledging anger when working through resistance, rather than bypassing it, to achieve liberation and deeper self-connection. I guide you through a process of softening towards resistance…

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Ep #17. The Energetics of Emergence and Inner Spring (+ a Meditation to Connect with Your Inner Season) {Podcast}

Spring is here on the outside, but how are you feeling on the inside? Does your inner season line up with the outer season? Spring time is a dance of energies that move us forward, but that does happen without the surfacing of the fear, limiting beliefs, and limitations to be worked with and alchemized. In this episode, I explore the dueling, and non-linear energies of Emergence (the 3rd phase in the 5 Spheres of Transformation), offer wisdom, awareness and perspective shifts to support you in this season…

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